its 12:04
im going to dennys around three.
why???? cuz tis cool hahahahahahaha
motherfuckers....
thats okay i just wanted to curse. im craving some Chinese food but whatever.
aaaahhh guadalajara mexico...
i miss you so....
i miss your bittersweet rain...
i miss your thunderous thunder....
i miss your sweet and macabre stories...
i miss your foods and traditions...
i miss your mariachi bands...
how can violence tear us apart like this???
or lack of money???
everytime i think of you i cant help it but to sigh with melancholy...
guadalajara...
guadalajara...
hueles a pura pinche tierra mojada...
ay...
ay ay...
ay...
ay ay...
shit.

i miss that place.
i seriously cant wait to go back to the place where i was raised...
violence...revolution is regenerating in the country south of these united states of america.....
and i will not be a part of it...
why you ask????
cuz i not there...
fuuuuuck....
well oh well....
whatever...thats all i really wanted to talk about....
playing x-box is fun, i guess i can play some more till my uncle comes home and then we can all go to denny's hahahahahahahahahaha
people... if you are reading this... please........ comment give me some feed back, if u tweet.... please follow me..seriously follow me... i havent been tweeting cuz i have no one that follows me...
ask me for my twitter user name...
ok???
ok...
aaaahhhhh.....
yes yes very much.....
ok talk to u later.. bye :D

i LOVE being single!!!!!!!!!! i can flirt around and shit and no one ever gives me crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha so yeah
yesterday i was all ready to go and see my friends play at the vets hall when they told me that the place was shut down...so no metal shows for a while :(

theres gonna be a show on friday, that one guy from twilight is gonna be there he's the bassist of a band, but im gonna go see black and red hearts and im really really exited to see them, well i guess i'll go back to cleaning the kitchan!!!!

ms baumbgartners class is the perfect time to do this, i havent even talked to her today but fuck it. i got rehersals.i still feel down...
i promise my next posts will be about something interesting :)

im sorry i've been posting really sad posts, i promise i'll be posting more random shit later later, and this shit wont be depressing or anything i promise :)

today was fun i met awesome friends who will listen to me which is awesome, i really felt good talking to people and going out and shit...but i still dont want to go to school tomorrow...fuck man...
oh well i basically broke up with her today so i guess its good i really dont need her... fuck it she knows what she did as much as she denies it... so im going single so i guess i'll mingle a bit....so im kinda happy about that but i wont whore around :)

school tomorrow...

i dont wanna go...mainly cuz of her....
who is reading my blog????nobody????!!!! seriously if ur reading my blog then talk to me!!!!!!!!!

febuary 14th

so....my first blog....today is febuary the fourteenth and i feel like shit.
If you are wondering why the ask me later cuz i"ve been telling lotsa people about my problems so..im tired of explaining for now. but basically is a sort of heartbrake, it has happened before. anyways it wasnt gonna go anywhere, and deep down inside i knew this but i didnt want to listen.
ehhh.... well shit whatever. it doesnt matter anymore im going to break up with her. it wouldnt work anyways...fuck it.