i'LL KEEP THIS OPEN JUST IN CASE..

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the first folio

my name is widely know...
my sorrow has now grown...
I'm dressed in black...mourning...
i cant tell if I'm going insane...
what I've seen.....
damn it all this life is like a garden that no one cares for.
only nasty disgusting shit grows on it...
but maybe not as disgusting as what my mother has done...

who am i????

thats right
Hamlet

last day of moon over buffalo....

wow..
really...
this is going to be a bittersweet day...
im gonna miss doing the show...
aaaahhhh....
shit...
well i better get the good out of all of this...
im going to make this my BEST performance yet :)

i dont know what i want....

i feel like shit...
i seriously dont know what i want...
I know what i want to do after high school
but i dont know what i want right now...
she's still in my mind...
why...
fucking hell
i despise her...
i wish i'd never met her...
fuck but that is not the least of my worries...
i dont want to say alot...
right now.
yes.
very much.

here we go again... :)

its preview number two and I'm excited...
i just want to say that i love theater and that today was a good day, except for one thing...
i started thinking about an idea that i had a while ago...
i will discuss in later blogs...
i just need to think it through...
see you on stage..

scottie doesnt know....

its 6:20
and cabaret started a while ago...
i had a talk with a friend and i ended up getting a bit depressed...
but its ok im feeling better...
ugh...